A Cure For My Bad Day

Honestly you don’t cross my mind anymore,

You're clearly a case of out of sight, out of my mind.

I don't remember the last digits of your number
And for a long time now,no song has gotten me to rewind.

But today is going to be an exception,
I didn’t think I’d miss you so much.

My book is slowly leafing back to your pages.
My mind is blurring the reasons I had so far clutched.

Everything I did today fell short and turned wrong,

Thinking about it makes me shudder.

Don’t even ask me about my luck today,
 I had the hardest time pushing it ever.

My head is as messed up as the day

Everyone has found a reason to abandon me today.

I can’t help but start to think

What if..what if you were here today?

I try to shake this feeling off

I try to keep myself from drowning in vain
I wish you were with me on a day like this

But time has passed us and nothing I do will bring it again.

Were it for you,I would have forgotten these doldrums,

Of all the people you'd know how to make this misery go away.

Your words would have healed my emptiness

Your lullaby would have done wonders on my dismay.

The day cuts me like a bitter old song

A song that brings locked memories back to date

It has dug up my forgotten regrets

I painfully reflect upon things I know I couldn't have saved

Remembrance is only making my day even sourer

I know that that one person is also not here anymore
There's no one to pull me back from this plunge

It's just me,I'm forlorn,now my days are mine alone.

All I can do is push my tears into the pillow,
Wrap the day into another song I will never hear.
Pull myself together and convince my heart
Everyone has days they can't bear.